chikyblonde's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Release A blank canvas stares at her filled with empty pages but images and visions once again taunt her from afar her heartbeat quickens with the scribble of her pen crippling desires she allowed to go unchecked for its time she asked herself if these paths are worthwhile she stands in the middle of this dusty road. turning around, something beckons her to leave it all behind Suddenly in full motion, her feet no longer touch the ground wanting to look behind her with bated breath and she knows this is a path she must take on her own closing her eyes she flies all the more higher No matter how many times I fall....no matter how many times i find myself on a road i know i don't belong on. no matter how many times i try to drown my problems with relationships, alcohol, and overall destruction....i will find the time to stop and reflect, to think upon the paths I've chosen to take, and i will once again see my Savior all along walking beside me...never leaving me....always holding me...and i will return to that point in time when i no longer am focused on who i can't be. on who i should be, on what i made myself to be. i will return to that path in life where i can say i am complete again. and no matter what obstacles, what roadblocks are placed....i.will.overcome. because i am self-made. i am self-taught. and i refuse any longer to poison myself with those immaterial things, places, and people who are slowly suffocating the very life out of me. and i will return to those things, places, and people who have done everything to encourage, strengthen, and helped build me when i was broken. my secret sins must come to light before the darkness overshadows my life. because i refuse to be welcomed by darkness any longer. released. 12:35 p.m. - September 12, 2005 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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