chikyblonde's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- ------ im having a crisis of faith. im angry with god. or myself. and the fact that i dont even want to bother with god anymore. i dont want to go to church tonight because im just tired of it. completely.fucking.tired of it. im suppose to do what he wants me to do but for what? im still a fucking wreck even when i am "obeying". i am coming to accept that im just a fucked up person. and nothing is going to fix it. yeah. trouble abounds. 2:39 p.m. - July 27, 2005 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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